Saturday, May 8, 2010

grief


A whole lot of nothing.
Emptiness.
So from where do the tears fall?

I lost the most beautiful thing that would ever happen to me.
I thought I would die of the grief.
I didn't.

I fell in love.
I had hopes and dreams of filling that emptiness with another child's laughter,
because I couldn't hear Ryder's.
I found a man who will make a great father.
I adored him. He discarded me.
I think I am going to die of this grief.

How much love can a person lose?